My life is a soap opera.. advice please?

So, for almost three years, I had been in this on and off relationship with my ex. We finally broke it off because he decided he wanted to sleep with my best friend behind my back. I played my part though.. I kept teasing him and pushing him away. It wasn't until I finally lost him that my heart completely shattered and I realized I don't want to live without him.





Now, he is dating my other best friend and they've been together for almost two months. I am extremely jealous and I can barely stand to be around them. Even after everything he has done to me, I still want him. He knows me better than anyone else and we just.. work. I don't know if it's possible for me to be in love with someone at my age but right now, it's the worst feeling in the world not having him.





I don't want him to leave her for me and I know he won't but she doesn't even want to be with him and he's told me that he still wants to be with me too.





Ugh.My life is a soap opera.. advice please?
Well, why don't you sleep with him, while he's dating your best friend. That way you get even, and have fun.My life is a soap opera.. advice please?
I wonder why your friend is with him. Dont be mad, but maybe, just maybe, could you have confused love with dependance? When we think of love at least me, I think of healthy relationship where no games are played and you are loved back. But in dependance, we are addicted to someone and we want them no matter how they treat us. I don't think that is love. I think that we can become addicted and dependant on people. But in true love, you don't become a door mat. or scacrifice yourself for any tiny bit the other might give you.
If your life is a soap opera, just turn the channel. life is a journey not a destination
unless you take yourself out of the situation, you obviously secretly enjoy the drama. i would never hang out with a guy i dig if he's doing my best friend. i find that when i take drama out of my life, there is none to begin with.