I want to suicide.. any advice, good quotes on life that might help me??

I been going through hell since the day I was born..more specifically the past few years... i've done some bad things and now I have probation for (2) years im on house arrest for the next 5 months.... im only 19 and i feel like im way older then that...all this stuff is making me feel like a whole different person like im stuck in someones head..to the point i dont wana live..any advice??I want to suicide.. any advice, good quotes on life that might help me??
well lets compair life storys and than u can tell me why u whould be so selfish to do that to ur mom%26amp; dad why u would want to leave a legacy like that behind, well i was born in rule georgia in 1975 everyone in my life was crazy my mom is bipolar back than they didnot know what it was just she was crazy i took from my mom by the state and placed in a foster home sleeping in a house full of strangers treated like sh.........t for 7 years then they gave me and my brother back to my mom she was a ho. a diffrent dad every few months,moved the better part of my life every time i got friends we had to move well i was raped when i was 13 by one of my step dads then i got sent to live with my dads new wife and her 5 kids untill i was 18 then i moved out got married and had 2 kids didnot finish school working a mini mart job at 515 a hour trying to feed 2 babies so i was 24 than i went to school got a ged and a college degree my x husband cheeted on mewith two girls while i was battleing cancer in 1998 so i left him took the kids moved to florida he hires a hit man to kill me after running for my life he suceeds in winning a court case takeing kids away from so i beat him up i went to jail for 6 month and 5 years probation for assalt and he still has my kids


now do you think you have a bad life you dont, find god he will help call a greef counsler somebody dont end it all its not worth it. your better than that.I want to suicide.. any advice, good quotes on life that might help me??
Life is alot better with me in it! :D


lol nah jp.





Joking around about some of the dumb **** you do makes it less hard on yourself for doing it.





Think of all the fun things life can still give you. You only go one time around in life so make it worth while.





I know how you feel, I hate myself for the stupid **** I say or do at times but there all lessons for me. Now I know to never make fun of a group of gangsters and throw things at them when your with your one friend on a rooftop. not really smart huh?... Barely got away, got punched though. I consider myself being just barely lucky at dangerous times.





Lol not a good example but I hope it made you laugh.





Death, Is just an easy way out. It takes someone who is really strong to live through all the tough times. You are strong, keep going and you'll see the reward in the end.
“Suicide is not chosen; it happens


when pain exceeds


resources for coping with pain.”





That’s all it’s about. You are not a bad person, or crazy, or weak, or flawed, because you feel suicidal. It doesn’t even mean that you really want to die - it only means that you have more pain than you can cope with right now. If I start piling weights on your shoulders, you will eventually collapse if I add enough weights... no matter how much you want to remain standing. Willpower has nothing to do with it. Of course you would cheer yourself up, if you could.Hope i helped at all.
PRAY AND ASK FOR FORGIVENESS AND ASK GOD TO FORGIVE YOU FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE.... THAT ALONE WILL TAKE A LOT OF STRESS AND PRESSURE OFF OF YOUR SHOULDERS. SUICIDE IS NOT THE WAY... IT WONT ACCOMPLISH ANYTHING! YOU ARE ONLY 19, YOU STILL HAVE THE WHOLE WORLD TO EXPERIANCE, PLACES TO GO, PEOPLE TO SEE, THINGS TO DO!!! YOU STILL HAVENT FOUND WHAT HAPPINESS!! HOW COULD YOU WANT TO DIE? THERE IS TO MUCH IN THIS WOULD THAT YOU DONT KNOW AND HAVNT EXPERIANCED.... WHAT WOULD HAVE BEEN THE POINT OF LIFE FOR YOU?? DONT YOU KNOW YOU ARE HERE FOR A REASON??? ITS UP TO YOU TO FIND IT......BUT YOU SHOULD NEVER QUIT BECAUSE THE REWARD IS MUCH GREATER WHEN YOU PLAY TILL THE END!!! GOD BLESS AND BEST WISHES!
EMO! NO, SERIOUSLY, DUDE, JUST STOP DOIGN STUPID ****, MAN, AND REMEMERB ALWASY, JESUS LOVES YOU....
hang on there! i know alot of people dont believe in God but i do and He helped me when i was having thoughts about ending my life... i prayed and became alot closer to Him and now im the happiest ive ever been before, hang on theres more to life than this,


ultimatly the choice is totally yours im just telling you how i got through my hard times in life :)


Good luck
you can't be serious,dude. If you are just remember the teens are the hardest years to get through. Your life will get better. Suicide is still murder even if you do it to yourself. Doing that will not send you to a better place when you die. Have faith in God.Even though I do not know you,man, I will pray for you.
well if your on yuor computer telling people ur personal thoughts than u couldn't be too serious about doing it. What u really want and need is someone to talk to. So find a support group of family, friends, online friends, church or were ever. Trust me i'v been there and everybody has lots of issues some 10xs worst than urs ur only 19 life will get even harder u just got to learn the healthy way to deal with it
i had the same feeling as yours.. but instead of taking away what seems to be my worthless life, im just using it to bring hope to other people by serving those who are most in need.. and surprisingly, hope also developed in me.. i want to share this song with you.. the title is ';take me out of the dark';..








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Just what is it in me?


Sometimes I just don't know


What keeps me in your love


Why you never let me go


And though you're in me now


I fall and hurt you still


My Lord please show me how


To know just how you feel


You have forgiven me


Too many times it seems


I feel I'm not what you might call


A worthy Christian after all


And though I love you so


Temptation finds it's way to me





Teach me to trust in You


With all of my heart


To lean not on my own understanding


Cause I just forget


You won't give me what I can't bear


Take me out of the dark my Lord


I don't want to be there, noh, noh





You never left my side


You gave Your hand to me


To hold You, oh Jesus


I'm no longer in the cold


And yet I leave You there


When I feel satisfied


I'd like to thank You everyday


Not only when I feel this way


I've never known a man who'd give His life for sinners like me


And yet because He loves us so


He’s promised us eternity


And we can have the promise


And be His if have faith and


Just believe..





Teach me to trust in You


With all of my heart


To lean not on my own understanding


Cause I just forget


You won't give me what I can't bear


Take me out of the dark my Lord


Cause I don't want to be alone


Take me out of the dark my Lord


I don’t wanna be there, noh.. noh


My Lord





Teach me to trust in You


With all of my heart


To lean not on my own understanding


Cause I just forget


You won’t give me what I can't bear


Take me out of the dark My Lord


Cause I don't want to be alone


I don’t wanna be there, no more
dont kill yourself





life is a lot better then you think it is
are you wanting suggestions or ideas on how to commit suicide?





Or





nice things to think of ??





If you just give yourself enough time to realize that some of the dumb things you might have done are really just lessons in life;) Everyone makes mistakes.





Don't be so hard on yourself





you seem like your own worse enemy right now!





Just be patient, time will heal most things that come your way
Get it together. Focus on getting straight and putting all that mess behind you once its over and starting anew. See the beauty in everything around you and don't forget, someone has it worse than you. Be thankful...and try not to make bad decisions anymore..
Seek professional advise and help.





Obviously, everyone will tell you not to commit suicide, but


let me tell you from experience...that the drugs available from


a psychoanalyst or psychiatrist can make a huge difference, along with their counseling.





Then, years later you'll be like...';Man, I remember when those days'; as if you had turned a big corner.
dont give up on life! no matter where you are in life, you are important. sure your life might be crappy but think of how crappy life is for poor people in africa. your life is luxury compared to them. if no one else, God loves you and I'm praying for you.
dont do it trust me i know what its like
sorry about all the stuff your going through i've been there myself but i think you'll find that is just life. i'm 24 and things aren't getting to much better for me (i will be living out of my car next week). There isn't really to much advice i can give u but suicide isn't the answer. There is no reason to commit suicide. I've thought about suicide alslo but i'm just living everday accepting that i've already commited suicide so i'm going to do whatever i feel like doing. if i don't want to work, then i don't work, if i want to go travel, then i go travel, if i want to live in my car, then i live in my car......get the pic? Just do what u want but don't put your life in danger and don't get in anymore trouble either, that won't help anything. good luck.
if you ever wanna talk email me at comingundone2684@yahoo.com
People love you, get help ASAP, you will be so glad later. There are people dying right now that want nothing more than to live and you are throwing your own life away?! just think about after the 2 years are up how great your life could be- dont you want to fall in love, have kids, be happy, be able to influence others?
Listen.. I/m me. I will seriously talk to you for as long as you need. Life is too precious for us to waste. Think of the people in your life that would miss you.. I believe that we suffer massively on this Earth, but it is a test. A test to see how much good we can do, despite all of the bad thing we must endure.


NoMtDew4You is my screename. Don't hesitate to talk.


Also, you can get ahold of me on my myspace.


www.myspace.com/xashxleyx
i know what its like
dont do it there's more to live this is just a stage your


going through
first of all i know this sounds mean but if your 19 you shouldn't be commiting crimes and being on house arrest in the first place. and i don't know what happened but in all likiliness it's probably a crime you have commited. but your still young and you still have a life ahead of you and things are rough now. but wait, they'll get better.
Look, if you've done enough things to earn that, just MAYBE think about what you're doing.


Think positive. Show them that you can be a good kid.


If you believe in heaven you won't go to it by killing yourself.


One of the commandments are don't kill anyone including yourself.
I have the same feelings, but one day my friend gave me this proverb and it pretty much saved my life I guess you could say.





On a road one cold snowy day, a young boy rushed and attached an old man who just happened to be walking there. The old man defended himself perfectly against the young boy’s amateur attack. “Why did you attack me?” The old man asked as the boy stood up and readied himself to attack again. “I need food and money. This is the reason why.” The boy responded. “Do I look as though I have food or money?” The old man inquired. “No.” The boy answered narrowing his eyes then sighing. It’s just that I have not had any food for several weeks now. Both of my parents are dead and I now longer know where the rest of my family is.” The old man sighed at the boy. “Well it is a good thing you attacked me and now someone else boy. I will teach you how to get food and money, how to live and survive in this cruel world of bastards. Now come along.”





I was once told that death was just running away from life. Running away from the things we fear, the things that bother us to no end. Now I know that death is not an option until I’ve lived my life to the fullest extent. – K.F.





Also, here's a poem that I like.


Slowly Fading Away…





Day after day


Life goes on


There’s no bright light


No angels in sight


As life slowly fades away


Day after dreary day.





No feeling of peace


No happy release.


No trusted loved ones to lead the way


In your time of hopelessness


You’re alone.





Fear soon overtakes


Panic moves in its wake.


My God what have I done?


A struggle to live


But death will not give.


All but the brain is now numb.


I start to feel the gentle brush of the angel of death’s wings take me away


Help arrives, but it’s too late


Hope is gone
i dont have any good quotes, but you shouldn't do it. you'll regret it and then you cant go back and fix it. good things are supposed to come out of bad things. im sure something good will happen to you. hope this helps :)
If you want you can e-mail me anytime you need someone to talk to adnil1224@sbcglobal.net. It's only 5 months of house arrest, they'll go by fast. By the time you know it, you'll be able to go as you please. Then you'll be saying to yourself, ';what was I thinking.'; Many other people have it bad, as in health issues they couldn't prevent. The things your in were because of the decisions you made...that could have been prevented. I had my own problems and felt the same way, but I'm slowly trying to recover. Don't worry, you'll be fine!!! = )