Need advice to make my life more positive?

im a 16 year old male in high school (sophomore). life isnt anything special right now. im at the age where i hear about parties and all that ****. sometimes i actually get invited to them but 1. i feel like i wuld get caught and 2. i dont have the confidence. i feel like upperclassmen would be like ';wtf why are u here';. * oh and for the record im not a loser lol i have lots of friends and i wuld say im not popular but not a nerd/loser. but anyways... in school i dont rly act like i do when im with my friends and i feel like i wuld have many more friends if i acted like myself. i just have no confidence. back in middle school i was used to me making a joke then a popular snotty girl giving me a weird glare and **** and then i feel like an idiot....... ................ i cant stop thinking about when i was 13-14 or just my childhood and how much i miss it. i just want to cry when i think about it, which i do a lot...... i just recently found out that i have sebaceous prominence on my privates, which makes me not want to have a girlfriend or be sexually active...... life right now just sucks. its so depressing. when i was in 8th grade i felt like i was on top of the world and now its like i want to kill myself. much more hw more responsibilities no licence yet. can anyone give my any advice as to make my life better? im open to anything. thank you for taking the time to read thisNeed advice to make my life more positive?
Fordyce spots are very common for a start. Common enough to have a page on Wikipedia...


http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fordyce%27s鈥?/a>





As for the rest you sound depressed, please can't you talk to someone or see your doctor? Teenage hormones have a lot to answer for and I can remember looking back at the carefree days when I was younger. I know it's difficult but lacking confidence is such a common problem, some people are brash and make a lot of noise to cover up their feelings. Others do just the opposite.


Share your feelings with someone you trust, talk about it. Believe me it helps.


Get out with your friends and have a good time, talk and laugh together. Laughter is a great lifter of moods, it releases endorphins.


The main piec of advice, TALK.Need advice to make my life more positive?
hey bro, you only live life once, have fun with every bit of it. screw what anyone else thinks. it all depends on your mindset. do you WANT to have fun? or just sit around thinking about what other will think of you. i say, get out to that party, and screw the consequences.