Currently I am a sophomore at art academy university for Visual Effects, for those who don't know what that means, its basically making movies. Im actually good, most of the time best in each of my classes.
Although im really not sure if i should keep going with it, because recently its gotten somewhat boring, mainly due to deadlines, and assignments i get. Unlike before I started school which i usually would work on everything on my own it was fun.
Every now and then i feel like taking a semester off, I like working on videos and stuff, especially seeing the results, but its just school, way to restricting.
Anyways im also worried about financial things, the school is really expensive like 2,200$ a class. and also if i would make any money doing it. idk just insecure right now.
Yea and now that i see my life and look back on it i feel like it really hasn't amounted to anything. haven't got any meaningful relationships, with friends, lovers, or family. haven't accomplished much. really just feels like a big waste of time and nothing is really going to become anything. and im not even sure who i am, or what i stand for.
how the hell did this turn from being about my career into me being depressed?
I appreciate any commentsUnsure about my career choice...feels like my life hasnt amounted to anything...advice?
THINK .What was the reason you chose the path you are presently on.
Is this path going to put you where you want to see your self. I have play music for thirty years and my passion for performing has never waned. I have been discouraged at times . and quit playing for three years. But i went back to it and became a better musician. Perhaps you need to persue a project and see where this path has brought you . Create somthing that is yours, and your alone.
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