Not happy with my life, I need some advice?

I knew I was gay ever since I was 11. I never really came out of the closet because being homosexual is a stigma in the country/family/culture where I came from. And ever since I heard my dad and uncle talking **** about gay people, I just decided that I will never come out. So that was years and years ago, I'm living in Canada now. I'm almost 22 and still haven't been in a relationship. There was this one time where I decided to date this girl who was so into me, but then it just didn't work out... There are times where I like girls, but mostly I like guys. I don't act gay when I'm with my buddies and I'm pretty sure that I won't tell them that I'm gay because some of them talk **** about gay people... and sometimes I do it too which is weird. I don't really know what I want to ask you people, because I know there will be no right answer. I just know that I will die a lonely person, but happy at the same time as I no longer have to bear this problem.





Is it too late for me? Will I still find happiness after all these years?


Anyone one have similar experiences, and how did you cope?Not happy with my life, I need some advice?
My cousin is 40 and gay, he doesn't have anyone...but he is happy because does things which make him happy (like travelling, cooking etc.)


it's never too late to find happiness and i'm sure something or someone will come along one day! so dont worry!


hmm...my family are catholics which makes them against homosexuals too..but when they found out my cousin was gay, they had no choice but to accept it. find friends who are open-minded (get to know other people by joining clubs, going to the bar etc.) about these things and not friends who talk **** about homosexuals! the last thing you want is for people to make you feel low!Not happy with my life, I need some advice?
man, don't succumb to society...


mass of people are nerds, so don't try to fit in their point of view..





Its your life, live it the way you want, try dating guys, there are plenty in Canada, you might get bad image in neighborhood but i think its time for fellow people not to alter their life and instincts due to influences from sick society.
You didn't mention what led you to believe you were gay at age 11, but your life is shaped by your thoughts. Thoughts will likely shape your attitude, choices, speech, actions, and destiny. Ask yourself, ';What steps am I willing to take to prevent dying from loneliness?';





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No it's not too late....be true to yourself. I once heard someone (who didn't come out until he was almost 50) say, ';When you are still in the closet, you either have two choices: come out or stay in and suffocate';


It sounds like you are suffocating trying to deny yourself of who you truly are. I'm sure it is a scary thing, but from everyone I've heard from, it's not an easy journey, but at least it will be YOUR journey. Be true to yourself and best of wishes to you.

beauty